Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Oh happy day ~ ^^


Today was fun, indeed! Yet tiring~ lol

The class was great and late afternoon, we Malaysians (Anwar, Melissa and Kusai) went to town to but some groceries and things for our Chicken Rice tomorrow~ Yumm~ Habis lagi duit :(:(

I had my dinner today at dining and it was fish & chips, not too bad but I think the fish today was not so fresh. Yuck! But I liked the muffin though! :) Blueberry muffin~ Yums. I am a big fan of IPC desserts haha! They are always good! ^^

Then there were Kent and Kelvin just came to dining to take their dinner~ Boo you! Lol I approached them and sat on their table, Kent looked a bit sad today and he wanted to have a walk right after he finished his meal. Yayyy!!! Walking time~ :):)



Jalan jalan jalan~


Rumah di New Zealand~

Rumput New Zealand~ hee ^^

pemandangan di New Zealand~ our fave view :)

[Ed & Kelvin] Angin agak kuat today, but I loved cold! ^^

[Ed & Kent] Bersama pemandangan yg cantik di belakang haha

Yay!!! Playground!!! XD Main swing dgn Kelvin, Kent is an old man, jadi x boleh main lol

On our way balik IPC, lepak tempat ni balik and tengok sunset. Wah romantiknya! lol Tapi cepat lak sunset tu lari.. :( Kalau x langit sangat cantikkk...rugi x tangkap awal~ huu..


People, if you noticed my previous posts, I been writing about friendship and stuff and I also told you I found someone that could make me happy and be my close friends~ Yes! And these are the people that I mentioned before. Kent and Kelvin! :) They are my good friends and hope our friendship will last~ I just love them so much~ I can be myself when I am around them. I feel comfortable and enjoy myself much~ Thanks a lot for coming to my life!!! Be my friends forever pleasssseeeeeeeeeeeee!! Hee.. (^^,)//

Kent and Kelvin will take TOEIC test next Wednesday and IF they do not reach points that I have set for them, I am gonna give my special huge punch on their face hahahha!! Good luck Kent and Kelvin !!!

We have planned many activities together~ :) And I feel great, as I finally found these coolest people to talk and hang out with ^^ Thank you guys!!!! XD And thanks to God for giving me such cool people when I needed them the most! :) Suka!

I HEART MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!!! ^^

Friday, February 5, 2010

Awak awak...

Bloggie bloggiee..~

Awak tau tak saya sangat happy today!

Saya seronok sangat! Semoga keseronokan ni akan berpanjangan~

Kalau timbul dugaan pun akan hadapi nye dengan tenang dan hati yg seronok lol


[[ sweating ]]

[[ lap peluh ]]

[[gi mandi ]]

xoxo

Ed is the man! Hehe~



Today! Phew! Was such a hectic day ever in this Summer term. I did a lot of activities that could make me sweat a lot!!! Man~ Early this morning, I had to wake up early to visit Busu at Karl's place. My foot is killing me, man! I could not walk properly because there is something on my left foot and it just hurt. Usually, it takes me 15 minutes to walk to Karl's place. However, I went there today and it took me 30-40 minutes to walk there! Wei....lama gila!~ So Busu taught me how to make Nasi Ayam.. Lahhh, very the easy maa~ It is not that hard~ And will do it for my Naim later :):):) SO excited!! And we also made pancake together~ We finished everything at 1.30 and I had to walk back to IPC all alone. I got a meeting with my supervisor at 2.30.. NICE! I wanted to cancel everything and I even thought of not going to my English 5 class at 3.30 cos I did not feel well. Lol but but but...I remembered what I have promised to Naim to get good grades for this term. Otherwise I won't see him like forever! :( Poor me.. So yea, I need to study hard and attend all my classes weeee :) And I tried to gather all my energy and walked back to IPC slowly... umm...


AND


I did and hurray!! I went to my meeting too and it was not as bad as I expected yo! Right after I finished my meeting, I headed to my English 5 class and it was pretty good ay~ :D Today was so hot and it made me sweat a lot.. I went to dining hall and just hanging out with my friends and watching them playing pool. I always wanted to play pool ay but I had no chance. Then today, Antoine was there and I asked him to teach me how to play pool. He taught me and Trung taught me some other techniques too! I did quite good for a beginner!! Hehehe! Loving it!

Then then then...after finished taking my dinner...I played pool again with Antoine and I lost. Well that's fine, I am still new right :):) But then, the next game, I played with Louis (people that I mentioned here, they are really good at pool and they been playing for such a long time) so only two of use were playing and my balls got into the hole quite nice. The best thing, I won over Louis today!!!!!!!! Waaaaaaaaa...can you believe it?? I WON!!!! XDXDXD Come on! Hey, I won over Louis man!! And today was my first time playing this game called pool okay lol. My first time touched this thing and I won!! Lol. So funny! I think it was the best thinng ever...becasue you know what..At the beginning of the day today...I felt so unhappy and was so tired and etc...But I tried to push myself and always thought of Naim (I am scared of him anyway lol) and and..this is what I get!! I am healthy now!! Completely healthy and happy at the same time :D And and..tonight I am gonna sweat more lol..I asked my friends Kelvin, Satya and Seon Hool to come and play badminton with me...wow!! Today is a sweating day man! lol..~ Tonight will be so much fun yay~ :) More activitiess...and yes this is what I am talking about!! My aim for this year is try to involve in any activities as much as I can..so far, I did well! Hurray! :)


Peace (^^) v

H A P P Y!!!!!!!! =D

I do not know how to express how great is my feeling at the moment...

I think I finally found a good friend here that I can talk about anything!

So far, all doing well between both of us. We both are really match together (in a friendship way)~

We just been friends for a few days only but we got close so fast and it feels like we been known each other for ages!

Somehow, when I talk to him and look at him, it reminds me of my best friend, Fitri~ :(

I miss my besties a lot!!! :(

My bestie (girl) : Ash (She is in Malaysia!)
My bestie (boy) : Fitri (He is in Malaysia too!)

Both of my besties are in Malaysia~ I have no one here that I can trust to share my feeling or secret with..But with this person I feel so comfortable to share anything and talk about anything to him. LOL and he feels the same way too~ And I really miss that kind of feeling..~

I do not want to expose who s that person yet. Once we really got real close, I will let you guys know..

Oh, and my Naim is always in my heart. :) My Naim is my only darling and lover..~ But this guy soon-to-be my bestie and I hope he will! He will always be my friend :) I need that kind of person to be around me :(

I am happy today! :D

Good nite~

Thursday, February 4, 2010

F R I E N D S H I P =)


Have you ever had friends who are overconfident about themselves?

Boastful for every little thing...

Love to hurt everybody's feeling...

They are aware of that but still enjoy doing it.

Later, they feel so bad because no one wants to be around them.

And they ended up to befriend with people who they insult the most...lol

They being hypocrite by acting nicely in front of this so-called friends but talk behind their back.

They did not like their so-called friends but only them could fit with their attitude.

Poor this group of people!


Myself:

I had a friend with this kind of attitude.
I suffered for years to bear with that person attitude...How stupid I am!
Later, I realised that I should not be wasting my time hanging around with this kind of person.
It just hurt my feeling and I do not even call this person a friend at all!
This person tried his/ her best to make friend with me and tried to get close to me.
But opsssss...sorry! I do not like you and I decided to get my life back and threw you away from my sweet life.
However, as a human being, I have feelings. I felt pity for that person for not having good friends.
I started to 'help' that person. But I think, it just no use.
Why would I sacrifice my feeling for that person if that person did not treat me any better.
Oh well!!! I should start to think about myself rather than people around me. I care too much about people.
But they might not appreciate my effort at all. Or I do not know..Maybe I was just misunderstanding about all these.
I cannot read people thoughts so I guess I better not say a word about people but think more about myself.
In my point of view, people who are confident about themselves do not need to tell how great they are and how bad others...I think they feel insecure about themselves and as a result, they got so overconfident. LOL

But in this case, I believe that I cannot stay beside this person any longer. Sorry to say friend.
If you know the meaning of friend...you would not do such thing to me or anyone. And you would not try to separate me from my best friend. I just cannot understand you and I hope you enjoy your life~ I tried to help but nahh... Maybe I am not the one. But I still hope that you could enjoy your life and get good friends. And I hope you will find the true meaning of friendship. Don't lose it! Cos you could not find the same friends once you lost them.

Farewell!

* My English grammar is getting worse. I am sorry for torturing you all =P

Who who who... Dr. Who?



Siapa sebenarnya yg boleh buat Ed happy?

Siapa sebenarnya yg boleh buat Ed puas hati?

Tak semua orang boleh buat begitu~

And I miss that person who can actually do that without fail.

(TT_TT)


Don't ask me who, otherwise I need to kill you! Period.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

This is ME!

You know what? I don't care anymore...whatever it is I will live my life to the fullest!

I don't care what people think and I don't bother if you like me or not.

If I keep making myself down/ sad/ depressed just because of little piece of problem..it will just affect my whole life!!! Can you see that?? MY WHOLE LIFE!!!!!!

So from now on, if I don't like something, I will just throw all the sadness and creepy-ness feeling into a blackhole! Not gonna think about it and just enjoy my life. And yes...it does not matter who you are! Because I only have me...and I can only trust myself! I know who I am. So just shut up and don't need to bring this thing up!

And also from now on...I am gonna bring back the old Ed that I been missing so much.

For those who don't like it, back off from my awesomness life...You only have two choices..

1- LOVE ME

OR

2- HATE ME

I am just gonna make my life as fun as possible. Plus, this will be my last year studying at IPC or maybe living in New Zealand (??!) So yea...I will gather all the sweet memories before I leave this cool place..I love my friends anyway :)

Peace yo!

ps: damn! this post is mad, really! whut - eva! ;)